So my day has just gotten better.. why is it that you always think of the actual stuff you want to say, the stuff that makes you sound not half so pathetic until AFTER you have gotten off the phone or walked away? Because I got ambushed by the other part of the 3 way friendship I have today(and this one is the one I think is probably partly responsible for what is happenening with Ms High School).. and now seriously I just want to kill myself. To be accused of what she accused me of.. well I know it isn't true, but it still makes me feel like just ending it all. Obviously I am such a shit person nobody will miss me.
And don't think I am blaming everyone else for my mistakes because if I have made one, I will own it.
Maybe my kids & husband would be better off if I just did myself in & let them find a more capable replacement.. they are young, they wont remember me anyway.
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