So today is the first day of the rest of my life.. sounds corny right? Probably is.. but seriously, I have been blaming my fatness on everything under the sun as a way to keep enjoying all those YUMMY foods I LOVE. I'm a size 22 and I weigh over 115kg and I am (nearly) 32 years old.. I have 2 kids & 2 dogs & a great husband who I know I am blessed to have. He can look past the ever expanding fat rolls to see who I am and not many men could do that.
Yes I do have some hormonal issues which seem to make losing weight hard, but deep down I am just too lazy.. so this blog IS ME BEING HONEST FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER.. no one will probably read this, but thats ok.. this is me putting out there, that I am lazy, I like crappy food & TODAY that stops. TODAY I started the Biggest Loser Express Diet as my way to kickstart change because I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore. And it's no fun always being the fat one where ever I go.
This is the FATTEST I have ever been (pregnancy excepted) and it is depressing. I look at myself & I want to cry. I am not the most confident person in the world & with every kilo that piles on, the confidence just drains away. Maybe it won't ever come back, but if I can lose some weight, then at least I can hold my head a bit higher.
Excuse my ramblings, but I type what comes into my head.. :)
See you on Day Two!
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